February 27, 2012

pushed

i trip and fall
endlessly
down the eternal staircase
of this marriage
my bones popping and snapping
like kindling
as i bounce and spin
and twist
i am a dancer in a grotesque 
ballet


as my body
comes to a stop
on the landing
my crumpled form is a symphony
of pain
i slowly turn my head
and look up
i strain to see
what unseen forces caused me to fall
and there i see you
standing at the top
laughing




copyright © 2012 Kevin Routh


7 comments:

  1. Thought this was beautifully-written. It really struck me. Sending intarweb support...

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  2. Thanks for the comments! Writing really helps me to purge my stress.
    Welcome to my virtual mental health therapy session... :-)

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  3. Powerful imagery. I love your 'symphony of pain.'

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  4. Ouch. You know, it is possible for marriages to end... If yours hasn't yet, good luck the rest of the way. P.S. not to make light of course, but I fell down a spiral staircase once and the pain was surprisingly limited. Without the straight drop, you don't build up as much speed. Sure, there's more impact, but it's without velocity.

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  5. I can't imagine how painful a marriage falling apart would be. I really am sorry.
    The only thing I can imagine that would be harder is the death of a child.

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